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Name: Rachel
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Joplin
Birthday: 7/16/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: I love to travel! Although I don't get to do it all that often. Leave me a message and I'll get back witcha!
Expertise: I don't know what all I have expertise in! I would say I am a good judge when it comes to Joplin! I can be very opinionated about politics, singing, and when I know I am right!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Hospitality
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
MSN: pooh_3d@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  quarterbackbaby
Member Since:
7/26/2004
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| I'm on a lightning fast computer so I figured I'd update. Promotion is going good. Really super busy though. Which is fun but so tiring. Everyone's doing good. I've been dating around lately and some guys are cool some aren't. I miss my Kylia and I miss Btown. Hopefully now I'll have more money to do shit with. But that's all I know right now. Kisses to my bitches hugs to my thugs! | | |
| So it's been since April that I last posted. Wow time's flown by. I have got to see my Kylia a few times which has been fantastic. I got a promotion at work a week ago. It has been ridiculously difficult. I am not used to working so many hours and I'm just not getting my rest in between. It's a bit exhausting. But I'll get my first paycheck with the raise this weekend so we'll see if it's going to pay off. I don't really know what else to put on here nothing else is really jumping out. Oh I had a few dates with a guy I'm not sure what's going to happen there but it's cool having someone to hang out with for the moment being. Anyway I'm going to get off here but there is my half assed attempt at an update! Kisses to my bitches hugs to my thugs! | | |
| I just got a phone call from my college that said I need to get at least a B on the class I'm wanting to take so I can graduate! Gah! And I have to pay for the class out of my pocket so that should be an incentive. I hate the fact that all I ever talk about is money. I feel so bound by it, but I feel positive about it. I'm trying desperately to get a new job. I've called every other day to see where my application is and I think that hopefully the first bit in May I'll havfe a new job. I really really hope so. It would be such a huge move. I would be making a ton more and the benefits would be great. Seriously if you bug the employer it looks good. I love it. Haha my dog Ali is next to me and she's dreaming. How do I know that? She's shaking, huffing, and kicking the crap outta my arm. She turns 3 this weekend. Isn't that insane? I've had her for 3 years in June. That makes me feel old! I've been out of high school for 5 years in May. That makes me want to cry! Have you ever watched "Malcolm in the Middle?" It makes anyone's life seem great! I love it. If you feel crappy find it on T.V. somewhere. It's a great pick me up. Alright I think I'm done for today. I get to see one of the best people in the world in a week and I'm so incredibly excited! I love it and can't wait! | | |
| So I haven't posted in a bit. I've thought about it but really nothing has happened to me in a while. I've been working and nothing else. I had surgery on my hand the beginning of last month and I didn't get to go to Tennessee. I really wanted to go to Justin Timberlake in concert but the way it turned out, it was for the best. This year hasn't turned out at all as I have planned. I've not done anything that I've wanted to. I have this list and so far only 1/3 of one thing has been completed. I've donated blood that's it. Bah! I just feel very frustrated and at a stand still. But the year isn't over yet. I'll be there it'll just take time. I've been looking for a new job because I need to earn a little more money than what I do and my job is just getting to the point that I am doing more work and not getting paid what I'm worth and it needs to change. I'm off Monday so I'm going to print up a resume and go around to places and fill out apps and try to get a better paying job. I think I'm going to try to work a full time and a part time as well. It'll be a bit difficult for a bit but it will definetly pay off. I've been thinking about someone alot lately. I miss them so much and I don't get to see them at all anymore nor do I really get to talk to them and I just want them to know that I love them so much and am so grateful for them in my life. I would have been completely lost last year if it weren't for them. They are the best friend anyone could have and they need to know that! ;) Love you! | | |
| I feel completely alone. I feel like nothing I do is good enough. I feel like everything I have worked for in my life is in vain. I have like 3 friends here in town and I only know them from work. Everyone else is out of state, out of town or in a different country. I feel worthless. I put so much of myself into everything I do and it's eating away at me. I'm empty. I haven't had a man touch me in a loving way for so long. I just want to be held. Everyone I talked to has the same advice- it will work out, I know how you feel, things will get better, you are blessed. I truly am blessed because I have the full use of my limbs and I have shelter on rainy nights like these. But there is so much more to life. There is happiness. And I do not feel that right now. I feel so hopeless and weary. I feel like any potential I might have had is gone, lost to whatever troubles I've survived. But there is no solution besides time. So I sit in silence. I don't want to bother people with my problems because they seem so trivial so this is my outlet. | | |
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